Inspired by Duckie's Rat Park xperimental live magazine discussion performance event,, whose theme this week was 'Tears', the graphic is a collaborative piece we made with Robin Fucking Whitmore, if you look closely you'll see a RIP JOHN - 27 YEARS - I HAVE NEVER CRIED SO MUCH ALL THE TIME which was my addition.
We were asked to write short lines about when we've cried.
This mashup relates to a time I cried after John died, the first time back in a club.
The DJ played the Pet Shop Boys song, and there I was dancing and having a complete meltdown at the same time. A very strange feeling crying on the dancefloor, I can tell you.
The words mean a lot to me, and it's basically what I would say to John if I could have one last moment with him...now I'm getting teary again...
